Overload!
July 29, 2008
I often find myself in the middle of situations that extend way beyond my maturity level. I deal with things that no normal 18 year old ever has to go through. I don’t want special treatment and I don’t expect sympathy but rather a person who understands; one I can open up to completely about everything. It seems however, that most times when I find that person it’s hard to open the flood gates to what I’m feeling. I’m so reluctant to become vulnerable, even to a close friend that I tend to bottle up my emotions even when I want to so badly get them off my chest. Sometimes I feel so heavy-hearted, but I can’t explain ‘cuz I’m so guarded. But that’s a lonely road to travel and a heavy load to bear.
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I think life is that way. We want to get something off of our chest and share, but we find it impossibly hard to do so.
I know I’ve felt that way.
James R. Cock once said, “Do just once what others say you can’t do and you will never pay attention to their limitations again.”
Sometimes, this one thing isn’t something that seems great to others. Sometimes it’s simply learning to open up to a person. Which, it turns out, isn’t so simple.
I speak from experience there.
Thank you for sharing.
~Colby
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